The
Doctrine of Christ no 21
Desperation
Brian
Kocourek
October 9th,
2011
Nehemiah 1
The words of Nehemiah the son of Hachaliah.
And it came to pass in the month Chisleu, in the
twentieth year, as I was in Shushan the palace, 2 Hanani, one of my brethren, came, he and certain men of
Judah; and I asked them concerning the Jews that had escaped, which were left
of the captivity, and concerning Jerusalem. 3 And they said unto me, The remnant that are left of the captivity there in the
province are in great affliction and reproach: the wall of
Let us pray,
This morning I want to look at the condition of the
church today. I want to focus on what the prophet of God saw in His vision,
where he saw the
Choosing of a
Bride 65-0429e 75 A few weeks ago I was in a vision, and I was standing upon a high
place, and I was to see the preview of the church. And I noticed coming from
my, I was standing more like this way, facing the west, and coming this way was
the lovely bunch of women, real nice dressed, long hair fixed nice in the back,
sleeves, and skirts down neatly, and they were all in a marching tune, like
"Onward Christian soldiers marching as to war, with the cross of Jesus
going on before." And as they passed by, I stood, and there's
something there, some Spirit was God, and He said, "There is the
Bride." And I looked and my heart was happy. And she went around
this way, and passed around behind me. After while when She
come back this a-way, It said, "Now, the modern church will come into
preview." And here come the Asian church up. I never
seen such a filthy bunch. Here come the other churches up of the
different nations. They looked horrible.
76 And
I say this because I am duty bound to tell the truth before God. And when He
said, "Here comes the
77 So help me,
by the help of God, that's what it looks like in His face. I just start, I
could've fainted. I thought of all the trying, and the preaching, and the
persuading: every one of them with bobbed hair, and they were twisting and
carrying on, holding this in front. They come around where I was standing there
with this supernatural Being. I couldn't see Him. I could hear Him talking
to me. He was right around me. But when they turned this way, they was just
twisting and laughing and going on, carrying on like that, holding this in
front of them. Now, me standing in His Presence there, and His servant, and of
all I'd tried, that's the best I could do. I thought, "God, what good did
it do me? What good did it do? All the crying, and begging, and persuading, and
the great signs and wonders and miracles that You
showed. And how I stood there and go home and cry after preaching to them and
things, and what good did it do me? And then I have to present something like
that for You for a Bride."
78 And as I
stood there looking, she passed on by, and you could imagine the back part of
her with nothing on, holding this in front of her as she went shimmying by like
that to this twist, throwing her limbs out like that in her... Oh, it was
vulgar how she was carrying on, her body shaking around like that. Now, I...You
say, "What does it mean, Brother Branham?" I don't know. I'm just
telling you what I seen. And when she passed by like that, I looked at her, and
oh, I just got real faint. And I just turned around. I thought, "God, then
I--I'm condemned. There's--there's no need of me trying any how. I just might
as well quit." Mrs. Carl Williams, if you're setting here, and that dream
that you told me about awhile ago that you had the other night that's been
bothering you; there it is. The steering wheel is taken from my hand.
79 Then I just
thought I just might as well forget it; I was gone. Then all at once, I
heard them coming again, and coming upon this side come the same Bride that
went around this a-way. Here come them little ladies again, and each one of
them was dressed in their national garb from where they come from, like
Switzerland, Germany and so forth, each one wearing that kind of garb, all long
haired, just exactly like the one at the first. And here they was coming,
walking, "Onward Christian soldiers marching as to war..."And
when they had passed by the preview stand where we were standing, you just all
at once every eye went that way, and then they turned back, and on they went
marching. And just as they started to going right up into the skies, this other
one went up to a brink of a hill and went down like that. These started
marching right up into the skies. And when they went to marching, I noticed a
couple of little girls from the back (looked like they might be of some foreign
girl, like
Now, brother
Branham said the reason they got out of step is because they were looking at
the Church and began to mis their step. Oh, people, When I look out at the church today, all I can see are
organizations and ministries of man and flesh. Even among us in this Message,
the Word of God has become powerless in the lives of the people.
You can
preach the truth and compel the sinner to repent until you are blue in the face
and yet the Word of God, The Doctrine of Christ, The Message of the Hour seems
to have no impact on the way people live. With our modern technologies, the ipods, computers, and Mp3 players, the people have more
access than at any time in history to hear the voice of God and yet they spend
more time watching movies or viewing Facebook.
Now, listen, ... that little bride got out of step because she
lost her focus. She had her eyes on the church, the way they were dancing to
the music, and swaying their hips like street prostitutes. But Br. Branham
shouted “Stay in Line” to get the little bride to focus
on her own walk, not the swaying of the church. Yet with all our technology so
we can hear the Voice of God, the people are becoming deaf to The Voice of God
and it seems to have become powerless in the lives of the people. Just look
around and open your eyes. It is not hard to see that the world is coming more
and more into the church, instead of Christ coming more and more into the
church. Instead of the Bride impacting the world, the world is impacting the
church.
Jesus said
the church is supposed to be the light of the world. He said we
are supposed to be the salt of the earth. But he also said,
if the salt looses its savor, then what good is it? He said the light we
have should shine like a beacon on a hill. Yet where
is it shining? Where is the Light in the people today? All I see is
entertainment, and escapism. The people are running from God as fast as they
can go. They're running, running, running, and they're getting no where.
Music is
taking over the House of God. Entertainment is taking over the house of
God. The churches have an obsession with entertainment in God’s house. I used
to laugh when we would drive to church down in
But that
gaming spirit has even come into Message churches with card games right in the
church instead of all night prayer meetings, ... And
Bowling parties, and skating parties, all in the name of Jesus!!! Paint ball,
four wheeling, anything to get the people together, except when it comes to the
Word of God. Then mysteriously they aren't there. Other things are more
important.
Paul warned
the early church in Hebrews chapter 10.
Hebrews 10:22 Let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith,
having our hearts sprinkled from an evil conscience, and our bodies washed with
pure water. 23 Let us hold fast the profession of our faith without
wavering; (for he is faithful that promised;) 24 And let us consider one
another to provoke unto love and to good works: 25 Not forsaking the
assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some is; but exhorting one
another: and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching. 26 For if
we sin wilfully after that we have received the
knowledge of the truth, there remaineth no more sacrifice for sins, 27 But
a certain fearful looking for of judgment and fiery indignation, which shall
devour the adversaries. 28 He that despised Moses' law died without
mercy under two or three witnesses: 29 Of how much sorer punishment,
suppose ye, shall he be thought worthy, who hath trodden under foot the Son of
God, and hath counted the blood of the covenant, wherewith he was sanctified,
an unholy thing, and hath done despite unto the Spirit of grace? 30 For
we know him that hath said, Vengeance belongeth unto
me, I will recompense, saith the Lord. And again, The Lord shall judge his
people. 31It is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living
God.
And yet when
the people come into the churches, where Paul said, correction begins in the
house of God, what are they coming for? Not for correction. No, they hate
correction, and they hate reproof. Nobody wants to hear it any more. Yet Paul
told us that is what the Word of God is for. In 2 Timothy
3:16 we read, All scripture is God breathed, and is profitable for
doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in
righteousness:
And in Proverbs 15:10
we read, Correction is grievous
unto him that forsaketh the way: and he that hateth reproof shall die.
And Peter
told us correction begins at the house of God.
But the
Laodicean spirit has blinded the people to their condition. They are lukewarm,
and poor and miserable, and naked and because they are also blind they don't
know their own spiritual condition.
Whatever
happened to Desperation, what ever happened to anguish in the house of God?
Whatever happened to Desperation and anguish in the ministry? You don’t even
hear any more about desperation or anguish in this pampered age we live in. You
don’t hear it.
Desperation
is a state in which you hang on for dear life to the one thing you think will
help you in your present state of emptiness. Desperation at least holds out the
possibility that there may be one remedy to help you in your present state of
negativity, and Anguish is the extreme pain and distress you go through because
of your desperate situation. Your emotion have become
stirred to the point of pain and deep sorrow.
From his
sermon Birth Pains P:15 [65-0124] 15 brother
Branham said, “Now, I want to speak this afternoon upon a subject that I
announced: "Birth Pains." Now, that sounds very bad, but it's in the
Bible. I believe that Jesus here was speaking of, as He said, "You will
have sorrow, but your sorrow shall be turned to joy," speaking to His disciples
here, knowing that the birth of Christianity was coming into existence. And
now, the old has to die in order that the new is born. Anything that gives
birth has to have pains of distress, and they certainly was
going to go through the pain of distress and anguish to get from the law
unto grace. Normal natural birth types the spiritual birth.”
The new
birth is not accepting a doctrine and you've made it. It's not shaking hands
with the preacher and saying I'm born again? Then new birth comes from anguish
of soul, from desperation for God to change your wretched life and to save your
soul.
From his
sermon, Desperation P: 53 63-0901E Brother Branham said, “We know it is
true that God will meet a desperate soul. Now, we all know that. But it
usually takes something to drive us into that despair, to the desperation.
It takes something to do it.”
But the
church has held on to our religious rhetoric and so called talking about the
Message, until its become so passive, that they don’t do anything, they just go
through the motions of going to church and perhaps talking the Word, if they do
that any more. But we’ve talked so much we've lost our passion, we’ve lost our
reality, we’ve lost our fire for God in our belly and
in our hearts.
Did you know
that all true passion is born out of desperation and anguish.
And true passion for Christ comes out of your being immersed in desperation and
anguish. Search the Scriptures and you'll find when God set His heart to save
his people from a ruinous situation, He would share His own anguish for what
God saw happening to His church and to His people. And He would find a praying
man and He would take that man and literally baptize Him in anguish.
Job said in Job 7:11 Therefore I
will not refrain my mouth; I will speak in the anguish of my spirit; I
will complain in the bitterness of my soul.
And so in
his anguish he began to pray to God for an answer to what he was going through.
And in Proverbs 1:23
we read, “Turn you at my reproof: behold, I will pour out my
spirit unto you, I will make known my words unto you. 24 Because I have
called, and ye refused; I have stretched out my hand, and no man regarded; 25
But ye have set at nought all my counsel, and would none of my reproof: 26I
also will laugh at your calamity; I will mock when your fear cometh; 27When
your fear cometh as desolation, and your destruction cometh as a whirlwind;
when distress and anguish cometh upon you. 28Then shall they call upon
me, but I will not answer; they shall seek me early, but they shall not find
me: 29For that they hated knowledge, and did not choose the fear of the
LORD: 30They would none of my counsel: they despised all my reproof. 31Therefore
shall they eat of the fruit of their own way, and be filled with their own
devices.
You find it
in the Book of Nehemiah,
Now,
listen... Nehemiah was not a preacher, he was a career man. But he was a
praying man. And God found a man who would not just have a flash of emotion.
Nor did he find a man who was capable of a sudden burst of concern and but then
who would let his concern die.
No, that’s
not what happened with Nehemiah. He said in verse 4, when I
heard these words, that I broke down and wept, and mourned and fasted for days,
and then I prayed night and day to the God, because He is the only One who
could do anything about my sorrow. He’s the only one who could do anything to
change my situation.
Why didn’t
these other brothers who came with the news, why didn’t they have the answer?
They knew about the problem well before Nehemiah? Why didn’t God use them to
restore the city? Why didn’t they have a word? Because there
was no sign of desperation or anguish in them? No weeping, not even a
word of prayer. They were just factual. The cities destroyed.
Does it
matter to you today that the church is slowly dying? Does it matter to you at
all that God’s little bride has taken her eyes off of her own walk and has her
eyes on the church? Did not Br. Branham warn us about getting that church
spirit?
Doesn't it
grieve you that the church is now married to the World instead of to Christ?
Didn't Paul tell us that he that is joined to a harlot is one with that harlot?
Then is not the church joined to the harlot? Doesn't that grieve you? Does it
not grieve you that such a coldness is sweeping this
Nation, the world and the church and even the Message churches? Is not your
heart grieved to see that the spirit of dullness and indifference has overtaken
the people, and they have gotten lax and are drifting? Does that not bother you
my friends?
Brother
Branham said in his sermon, Expectations P:80
61-0308 80 “Clergymen, could you mark out on your
hands ten people tonight in this city that's sighing and crying, day and
night, for the wickedness and things that's done in the city? Does
anybody in this audience know where you could put your fingers on five people
that sigh and cry day and night for the sins and things of
the city? Well now, the Bible said set a mark upon those who sigh and
cry for the abomination did in the city. That's right.
That's it. See? No more burden for lost souls; it's all gone. We've joined church and settled down. "That's all that's necessary." See?
That's how we get... let's come back to God; come back to the altar; rebuild
the altar again that's been torn down. And
build up your home. Take them cards off the table, and all of them old love story
magazines. And open up the
Bible, and read the Bible, and pray. And just don't get down and
say, "Bless my family, Mary, and Joe, and John, and all of them," get in the bed.
No, sir. Stay there with God. Oh,
my.”
More
importantly, does it matter to you what is in or not in your own heart? Can you
honestly say you have a passion and fire burning inside for the lost? For your family members? For your friends
to be saved? Or has the Blindness and lukewarmness
of
Desperation P:48 [63-0901E] 48 I believe
that the reason we don't have desperation is because it's a lack of
love, the love of God. I think that the love of God causes desperation.
If God is in you, the Token inside of you, and you see the conditions of times
and people wading in sin the way they are, it'll throw you into desperation.
I believe it will.
You see, the
devil wants to put that flame out that was in your soul. He wants to kill the
fight you had in you to stay true and on fire for your God who is a Consuming
Fire Himself. Has the devil gotten to you that you won’t labor in prayer anymore. You don’t weep before God anymore. I would like to
ask you when is the last time you wept before God to change your ways, to
change your life? Or are you pretty satisfied with
your life, just like the rich young ruler who ended up in hell?
Do you sit
and watch television or entertain yourselves on the internet while your family
is going to hell?
Is what I am
saying even registering in your soul? If I have learned anything over the
nearly 40 years I have been preaching, it is one thing I know for certain, I
know that until I get desperate for God to move in my Life, I am just going to
set there and do nothing, and rot away my life.
If it is not
born in anguish, if it has not been born by the Holy Spirit. When you
get desperate, when you have anguish of heart and soul, then God will come on
the scene and begin to reconstruct you the way He wants for you to be. When is the last time desperation drove you to your knees, where
you began to weep and pray and to seek God for a reality in your life?
Desperation P:65 [63-0901E] 65 One time
there was a man named Hezekiah, had been told by the prophet, "THUS SAID
THE LORD, you're going to die."Hezekiah turned
his face to the wall, and in desperation he wept out, "Lord,
consider me. I've walked before You with a perfect heart,
and I need fifteen more years." After God had told him that something was
going to happen; he was going to die. And in desperation he changed the
program of God. Desperations, he wept bitterly in desperation.
All the
church programs, all the missionary projects, all the ministries, everything we
do, if not born from desperation to go where He commands you to go, and do what
He commands you to do, it is all in vain.
Was it not
desperation and anguish of heart and soul that got Isaiah in the
right condition to be used by God?
Isaiah 6:5 Then said I,
Woe is me! for I am undone; because I am a man of
unclean lips, and I dwell in the midst of a people of unclean lips: for mine
eyes have seen the King, the LORD of hosts. 6Then flew one of the seraphims unto me, having a live coal in his hand, which he
had taken with the tongs from off the altar: 7 And he laid it
upon my mouth, and said, Lo, this hath touched thy lips; and thine iniquity is
taken away, and thy sin purged. 8 Also I heard the voice of the Lord,
saying, Whom shall I send, and who will go for us?
Then said I, Here am I; send me. 9 And he said, Go, and tell this
people, Hear ye indeed, but understand not; and see ye indeed, but perceive
not. 10 Make the heart of this people fat, and make their ears heavy,
and shut their eyes; lest they see with their eyes, and hear with their ears,
and understand with their heart, and convert, and be
healed. 11 Then said I, Lord, how long? And he answered, Until the cities be wasted without inhabitant, and the houses
without man, and the land be utterly desolate, 12 And the LORD have
removed men far away, and there be a great forsaking in the midst of the land.
Was it not
desperation and anguish of heart and soul that git
Jesus ready to fulfill his foreordained role as the lamb
of God? Didn't brother Branham tell us that Jesus greatest victory took place
right there in
Then, where
are the preachers today that weep over the people knowing they are not hearing
and thus preparing their souls for a rapture, and they
will be left for tribulation or perhaps hell like the rich young ruler?
You see
brothers and sisters, a true prayer life begins at the
place of anguish and desperation. You see, if you set your heart to pray, God’s
going to come and
share His heart with you.
Your heart
will begin to cry out, Oh God I see your name blasphemed and your Holy Presence
mocked, and your children ridiculed in every country today. I know the enemy is
trying to destroy the testimony of Your Faithfulness. And Father, something
needs to be done. There will be no awakening of the Bride until we are willing
to let Him once again break us. Jesus said if you throw yourself upon the Word
it will break you, and Lord you know we need to be broken. Psalm 34:18 The LORD is
nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth
such as be of a contrite spirit. Psalm 51:17 The sacrifices
of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart,
O God, thou wilt not despise.
The hour is
getting late. The Resurrection will soon come and he which
is filthy will remain filthy. Come while the light is still with us, come and
dash yourself against the Word of God that might mold and shape you while there
is still time to be molded into the image of the first born son.
Please don’t
tell me you’re concerned when you’re spending hours on the internet viewing “FaceBook” or watching videos. Don't tell me you are ready
for a rapture when your soul hungers more for
Lord, there
are some that need to get to this altar and confess, “I am not what I used to
be, and I am not where I'm supposed to be. God I don’t have your heart or your burden . I’ve wanted it easy, I
just wanted to be happy. But Lord, true joy comes, true joy comes from your
presence, so bring me into your presence and like Isaiah take your burning coal
from your altar and touch my lips and my heart and my soul and set me aflame
with a love for your word in my Life. Grant it Lord.
And as
Samson said when he came to his point of desperation and anguish as he sat
rotting in that prison, eyes blinded, spat on, made mockery of, but in
desperation he cried out, “Once more Lord, Once more Lord” may the people see
your strength, your majesty, and your salvation in this earthen vessel. Once more Lord.
In closing,
let me read to you one last quote from brother Branham's sermon,
Desperation P:34 [63-0901E] 34 In time of death, I've heard people
when they knew they were dying, and things that they kept secret all their
life. In desperation they were trying to confess it. See? And trying,
"Take this... and... make it right. Go!...
Please. Go... Do!" See? In desperation.
They ought to have done that beforehand (See?), not wait till the time of
emergency. "Will you do so-and-so for me?" The emergency causes desperation
when we ought to do it without the emergency.
Let us pray, ...